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Made A Wrong Turn Once Or Twice...

I'm Sam, and at forty-one, chances are fairly good that I'm older than you. I'm a gay, ftm guy who likes long walks on the beach, roman...wait, this isn't a personal ad? Oh. I blog about LGBTQ and trans* issues, cute animals, current events, television, and personal posts related to mental health. (Will always tag with trigger warnings.) I have the attention span of a hyper squirrel-but I love getting to know people. Come and say hello?
Oct 1 '14
Oct 1 '14
Oct 1 '14
"why the fuck am i crying"
literally me during any situation that is slightly emotional (via dualshadows)

(Source: tommypickles)

Sep 30 '14

hair porn buffy summers (season two)

Sep 29 '14
thekattcameback:

sharkchunks:

This may be the greatest facial expression ever captured on film.

Pure perfection.

thekattcameback:

sharkchunks:

This may be the greatest facial expression ever captured on film.

Pure perfection.

Sep 29 '14
"

Depression is hard to understand, because it is not a consistent state. Depression is rather like a virus, but like a virus, it has its manageable days and its acute, life-threatening flare-ups. You can be in a depression and still laugh at a friend’s joke or have a good night at dinner or manage low-level functioning. You grocery shop and stop to pet a puppy on the corner, talk to friends in a café, maybe write something you don’t hate. When this happens, you might examine your day for clues like reading tea leaves in a cup: Was it the egg for breakfast that made the difference? The three-mile run? You think, well, maybe this thing has moved on now. And you make no sudden moves for fear of attracting its abusive attention again.

But other times…

Other times, it’s as if a hole is opening inside you, wider and wider, pressing against your lungs, pushing your internal organs into unnatural places, and you cannot draw a true breath. You are breaking inside, slowly, and everything that keeps you tethered to your life, all of your normal responses, is being sucked through the hole like an airlock emptying into space. These are the times Holly Golightly called the Mean Reds.

I call it White Knuckling it.

"

Miles and Miles of No Man’s Land, Libba Bray (via babybirched)

"But the stigma of depression is that it comes with the sense that you shouldn’t have it to begin with. That it is self-indulgence or emotional incompetence rather than actual illness."

(via sonchorizos)

When it’s White Knuckle Time, you will have to remind yourself to stand in the middle of the subway platform, well away from the edge.”

There is an undertow to depression. It doesn’t take you all at once. It leaves you with some false sense that you are coping. That you are in control. That you have the shore still well in sight, until, at some point, you raise your head to find yourself all alone, battered by rough seas with absolutely no idea which way you should swim.”

Jesus, every damn word of this post. It’s remarkable.

(via foulmouthedliberty)

Sep 29 '14

magic-bowtie-dreams-221b:

thempress:

People look down on McDonald’s employees but fail to realize that if all these folks left McDonald’s and pursued “better careers”  your ass wouldn’t be able to get a McDouble with an Oreo McFlurry at 3am. 

You can’t demand a service while simultaneously degrading those who provide it for you. 

You can’t demand a service while simultaneously degrading those who provide it for you. 

Sep 29 '14
"I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers."
L. M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables (via flyingmind)

(Source: vintageborn)

Sep 29 '14

(Source: realitytvgifs)

Sep 27 '14
  • me: wow i finally understand math
  • moves on to next question
  • me: what the hell is this